so i'm in my little "office" [read: an unused room in the front of the building with a computer and a DOOR]. it is so cold in here, i can't even feel my fingers. but. if i venture out to my cubicle, i get attacked like a zebra, dripping in blood, sauntering past a group of lions that haven't eaten in a week. i would be the zebra. i gotta say, when i was in high school, if someone had shown me through some magical time machine or crystal ball of sorts what life would be like at 25, i would throw the b.s. flag so high it would look like a flare. marriage? never. i was NOT interested. a 9-5 job? pshhh. i liked the freedom of part time too much to ever believe i would do anything else. a house? erm, isn't that the big thing my mom owns and i have a room in? i thought i'd stick to renting my entire life. much easier. everything is just so different than i imagined. not in a bad way, at all. just completely different. and it's strange when i think back and see how i had my whole life mapped out, and then the universe decided that wasn't going to fly and turned the tables. i am thrilled with the decision by the way. seriously. christmas season is officially here. thank the lord. i love christmas season. dec 1 - jan 1 is my favorite month. it's so cheerful and pretty. plus we finally had a decent snowfall so everything is clicking into place.
side note: i went to the new kids on the block reunion tour. it.was.amazing. i'm seriously, best concert i've ever been too. it was my goal since i was 7 to see them in concert and i finally accomplished it. :-) danny wood winked at me. oh yes, he did.
back to work. i've already been here for near 3 hours. please note the time. thank you.